You know what, I am tired

It sounds selfish given the journey and the ending we are facing as a family, but I am exhausted.. 2018 was a cruel year as we got the diagnosis for hubby’s bowel cancer... but it went ok... this year has literally been rubbish, radiation was a nightmare, the PR bleed and then the recent blockage requiring a stint, it is rubbish.. then just to top it off my mum was diagnosed in early feb with advanced Pancreatic cancer and passed away in March and now theres issues with an over narcissistic sister and the estate... And I am exhausted...

I dont need sympathy and i dont want empathy... i just wanted to share with others who are facing the same rubbish and just have them go yep i hear you.. its okay its normal..

Thanks guys